Mr. Cross,

First the easy part, Yum-Yums has been closed for about a decade.

Considering that you have had my 18th street address for years, it seems more than a coincidence that you would ask for my address now considering the email sent to the state earlier today that you were copied on. Due to circumstances that I assume you care nothing about, such as a 60% increase in rent, I no longer reside at that address and I do not have an address to give you right now.

Let’s consider what obedience to Christ is. Perhaps what seems to be a good summary of the apparent difference between you and me is you seem to subscribe to Proverbs 1984, while for me the focus is Proverbs 3:5-6. I discussed this in detail some years ago with: http://Kozlowski.org/2018-08-18+1. My kids will recognize the tie.

There is also that short verse in Exodus 20 about stealing that you may have read in the past. All I have to do is ignore it and cash flow would start again sufficient for me and the overcharging my wife is doing. Actually I could still be at my former address if I simply took Socialist Security, but instead I have forgone over $100,000 of “benefits”. Why? Because it is theft. My guess is we disagree on that. I made my case at: http://Kozlowski.org/Social_Security, and can go into more reasons now. It would be simple to pay my wife from these “benefits”, but I would rather set the model before my kids and others that stealing is simply not an act of love, and then we have that passage in Leviticus 19 to consider. I think this issue will be another case where I am willing to rationally engage on it “with great patience” (2nd Timothy 4:2) rather than go silent as you and so many others in church leadership have done repeatedly.

But we are still on secondary things, notably what appears to be your god, wealth, as we discussed Matthew 6:24 long ago. But again, you left the dialog.

You are assuming that what the state is attempting to extract from me is justified. If someone uses the state to extract funds from another party based on false information, that is simply theft. My wife is acting the part of a thief by using the state to extract funds for her to support Tirzah, Julia, George, Susanna, and perhaps Gloria-Jane AGAINST THE LAW. But obviously I am the bad guy here.

But you state an assumption that I “have no interest in their care.” Care comes in multiple ways. For example the dad’s role described in Deuteronomy 6 to teach his kids the Lord’s commands. You might be vaguely familiar with a verse in that chapter about “You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might.” So one of the ways I try to live that out is by trying to “talk of them when you sit in your house and when you walk by the way and when you lie down and when you rise up.” However, even though man’s law prevents my wife from stifling that, she apparently has a higher authority. Is it you? Today I made my 1,924th attempt to live the Lord’s command towards my kids and again was prevent by my wife. Which one of us in following in obedience to Christ?

While my assumption is it will be uninteresting and you will take it as an excuse, please allow me to remind you a bit about why we are in this situation. You might remember me from the 1980s when I was rather active in pro-life activity. It really did amaze me that so many were so uninterested or unconcerned about what was happening in our country. I was still young in the faith, so my depth of understanding was limited, but it did seem like ripping little kids apart was not a good idea. I’m still striving for that today but in a very different way.

In the grace of the Lord He granted me the great joy of not only a lady that I still love (http://Kozlowski.org/2020-05-19+1), but nine kids still walking the earth (http://Kozlowski.org/2018-12-08+1). I was living what it meant to be pro-life.

What appears to have happened is that I was well accepted in the pro-life community while pointing to Psalm 139 and stating that we had to stop “them”. When the focus moved to the Lord’s first command to man, “be fruitful and multiply” from that hard to find Genesis 1, I was now addressing not “them”, but “us” and became persona-non-grata. While there are many details, this seems to have been the pivot point in so many things where obedience to Christ is the subject.

You are aware that in the early 1990s Heritage Systems was very successful in multiple fields. While we did even more in hosiery, I still find it fun to be able to state that I literally made a million dollars on Wall Street, but not the way most people think. What took me a long time to learn is that in business, it is not build a better mousetrap and the world will beat a path to your door, but rather you competition will destroy you. Again, I was naïve and had to learn the hard way.

When I started to do contract software I had that stupid idea of attempting to do a good job. Again I showed I was naïve. What I didn’t understand is that when you are part of a collective, you must work toward the benefit of the collective rather than doing a good job in obedience to Christ (Colossians 3:23). Collective theft is OK when all benefit. It is the “one purse” from Proverbs 1, so it must be a good thing, right? After all Psalm 50:18 states: “If you see a thief, you are pleased with him”, so don’t we want to please?

There was more than one case doing financial and medical software when issues about my attempt to do well were discussed with those who claimed Christ and it was clear that I was out of step with the collective.

In my clumsy attempt to try to avoid this kind of environment, I did try many times to rebuild as an entrepreneur, and that had issues. Yes, I did want to be independent as before with Heritage Systems, but the problems with the collective was probably the greater factor.

You may recall that I did take a job at Microsoft and flew out to Redmond to work for a few weeks. It was clear to me that it was not a place to bring my family to. Considering what has happened in that area, it seems it was a wise decision. However, taking the job at Westar was also problematic and the biggest turning point. While what most probably think happened is that I simply could not hold a job, the reality is it was the most notable event of being a whistle blower and I later found out my proximity to another event. This has been a rather big deal in my life, the foundation for the ShofarLeaks project, and described in 2022 with “Call attempt #1,429 – Day 2,064 – Postcard to Julia – Introduction 5: Westar – Collateral Murder” (http://Kozlowski.org/Promise-2022-04-25). I still have trouble watching that video.

There was years of stumbling on the ShofarLeaks project, but concepts and my understanding of the issues matured. You may recall I did a 5K race walk in support of a ministry in Cleveland that minsters to local sex slaves. Post the walk I left a long voicemail: “Call attempt #1,558 – Day 2,246 – Postcard to Susanna – The man you become one with is a jerk – Love him well – 5K Race” (http://Kozlowski.org/Promise-2022-10-24). There is a point in the video when I showed the shirt and wanted to break down into tears. With “All Hail the Whistleblower” (http://Kozlowski.org/2021-08-01+1) which is my most popular video in BitChute with over a thousand views, when I turned off the camera, I went to my room, curled up in to a ball, and cried like a baby.

In 2023 I did the video “Modern day slavery – from cocoa to sex – offering a fighting chance for some” that is at both http://ShofarLeaks.com/2023-01-10 and http://Kozlowski.org/2023-01-10. To say it had an impact is an understatement.

I wasn’t sure if I was on the right track and asked the Lord for direction. Perhaps He answered in two ways. One was I was funded for six months, and that included payments to my wife. However, I stumbled. The second was when a man who knew nothing of the video came up to me and ask for help with his daughter who was being sexually abused. I have described it as an 80% fit for the ShofarLeaks model. While it was not a complete fit, it sealed my commitment to the project.

More dialogues have occurred, face-to-face and via email with people in Moscow and Donbass.

Another event that had a significant impact on me was Angeli Rose Gomez, who was the mom who defied the police and went into the school during the shooting in Texas and came out with her kids alive. What I did not know then was similar things happened again in Ukraine and a mom who rescued her daughter. However in this case the direct perpetrator was the Right Sector, as in Nazis, but the customers were connected via MI6 and perhaps the UK Royal Family. The difference between what happened in Texas and what continues to happen in Ukraine and elsewhere is the methods in ShofarNexus might give “a fighting chance for some”. Some contacts have been attempted, and only weak dialog thus far. The difference is that these kids are being trafficked to pedophiles and for a source of adrenochrome, which is more than heart wrenching.

Thus far I have had many dialogues with some who understand the idea and a few who understand the technology. Especially with the latter, the common response is to run as a friend stated “it scares the living daylights out of them”. But remember, I was the pro-life activist that thought dismembering babies was not a good idea. Using a young child for adrenochrome makes ripping a baby apart with medical grade pliers seem kind.

A group in the UK, Stop The Traffik, did a video in 2010 called “Don't be Oblivious” (http://Kozlowski.org/Media,StopTheTraffik-2010-02-18+1). Considering what I am pursing and what is on the ShofarLeaks site already, I am not oblivious. Are you?

What I have learned is that love is costly and it is not seen in more money. What I have lived for the last decade plus in seeing those who claim to be in leadership of the church go silent and ignore pleas for reconciliation. Matthew 5:24 is simply ignored. While I have attempted to reconcile with you, Render Caines, and Chris Bitterman, the responses have been only silence. However, it has not stopped there.

I make a case with an article “Why the follower of Christ should NOT endorse the country of Israel” (http://Kozlowski.org/2023-10-25+1). It was due to a sermon by a pastor in Cleveland where a friend attends. There is also a direct email to him in depth. A follow up sermon used 1st Peter 3:15 “be ready to give an answer” and I asked. Only silence in return. Do you see a pattern?

I know this got very long, but I hope for at least one set of eyes it will be helpful. I am committed to strive to bring the ShofarLeaks project to life in the hope of one less kid used for the unspeakable. If the Lord grants that, it will have been worth my time and even the personal cost. But there is another goal that the number of voicemails and the length of this email should make clear. I am striving to reconcile my family.

As I pointed out some time ago 1st Corinthians 13:8 is “Love never ends (fails).” It seems clear that my wife’s love for me is simply non-existent. If that is true then it never was, but perhaps only lust. However, for me my love for my wife remains and my goal is only reconciliation with her and her alone. Again this was made clear with “Marriage Defined and a Commitment Beyond” (http://Kozlowski.org/2018-12-08+1). My commitment to my wife stands!

You once stated that Dorothy-Jane is a free woman. My guess is you have not read Romans 7, 1st Corinthians 7, and so much more. I have researched this in depth. Care to engage me on it? Or does 2nd Timothy 3:6 apply to you?

There are a lot of difficult things in this email. It is an act of love. I hope you will see it that way.

Please tell my wife, I love her, and I ask for her back!